Time moved on, I didn't

Wow, I went back to my inbox and Week 5 was still sitting in there and never published...because I never finished it... so trying to be true to myself, I didn't deleted it but posted it anyway...hence the discrepancy of Week 5 in January of 2017, but its posted in 2019... ok.... did I thoroughly confuse you? Basically I stopped posting. Literally two years later, I can literally pick exactly up where I left off as if 2 years had not passed....that's not progress! Oy Vie!

I WAS successful on that program I spoke of in Week 5, but I clearly have an issue when it comes to my own success and sabotaging it. Which brings me current. I have gone back to therapy with a psychologist to help me mentally prepare for a surgery I am working towards, but to do that, I have to peel back all the layers I have hid behind and become completely vulnerable, honest, and sometimes raw & dark....you don't have to read it, but I have to write it (see my first couple blogs about writing and intent).

I no longer have school, or my house in Woodland Park, or my kids or grandson as an excuse to hid behind with the "When I get...."... so I am continuing onward... and thats the whole point to keep moving forward, right??

Oh well... onward!